Time to let it GO.
I've always been a fighter. I've always been scrappy, tenacious, industrious, a hard worker. But here lately, I don't have much fight left in me. It's time to let it go. So many things in my life here at 40 no longer fulfil me, and to continue to pretend that they do only adds to the pain and disappointment I feel inside. Things I thought I wanted are just things, I have very little desire to even continue to pursue once important career goals I had in my 20s, and even 30s. I simply want freedom. It's time to let it go. What is it time to let go of? This house. When I was 34, buying a house and being a homeowner were important goals to me. Everyone else, had a house so I needed one too, right? Or so I believed. Since living here I've lost my mind, my money, and my hair. As much as I love this place, I know it's not serving me, but only draining me mentally, financially and emotionally. What I thought was going to be my forever home has turned as temporar...